Marathoners on their last leg, or anyone pushing through walls of self-imposed limitation experience an euphoria, the "runner's high". We live for those ecstatic thrills induced by extreme pleasure, while being absorbed by one or by an orchestral interplay of all five senses, the spirit-mind-body troika intensified.

ENDORPHINATION is so much more
than an organic, neurotransmitter cocktail of stimulated peptide hormones.

Monday, May 20, 2013

There are those who first see the dawn breaking through darkness. They can't contain the enthusiasm for what they behold. They earnestly endeavor to arouse and awaken those who still slumber, ignorant to the imminent light approaching. "What's this you're saying? Leave me alone! It's too early. Can't you see we're trying to sleep?" Ignorance and denial cast an umbrage over an inevitability.

Then as the light becomes prevalent at a later hour, the sleepers awaken and exclaim, "Oh, look here is the sun!" as if they're the ones seeing it for the first time.
Dane Rudhyar grouped together the three outer planets (Uranus, Neptune and Pluto) naming them the "Ambassadors of the Galaxy". These three meta-musical spheres are awakening human consciousness out of the mundane world via transmission to the corporeal body-mind-spirit troika from the vast Cosmic Field of Potentiality.

Presently, Uranus in Aries represents the awakening biopsychic individual wresting free from rigid structure, a long-standing tradition of beliefs built upon falsehood and deceit. Neptune in Pisces is opening the floodgates of the Akashic repository. Here is the storehouse where, despite the victors' concealment of what really happened throughout history, the vibrational imprint remains encoded within muscles, bones, DNA---the vast oceanic collective consciousness of which we are droplets. Pluto in Capricorn is slowly eating away at the Edifice Rex of conventionality tenuously held together by the mortar of indoctrinated fear and ignorance masquerading as education, allegiance and happily ever after under sinister auspices.

Between 2012 - 2015 Uranus and Pluto aspect seven times to form their epochal shifting square while Neptune stands by quite literally cueing from the orchestra pit. The Seven squares will further activate the seven chakras, the key of ANKH turning the ignition of the Star Tetrahedron Merkaba opening up to the Seven Heavens guarded by the Seven ArchAngels.

7:7:7 = 21 = 3

Sunday, May 19, 2013


Van Zandt Ellis aka DAVID: Photo by Mary K. Burnitt, 1987
Before Whitley Streiber published his book, COMMUNION, in 1987, there was a period of four years while living in Manhattan, beginning in 1984, when I, too, had, shall we say, Interdimensional exchanges. During these astral body exchanges, seeds of consciousness were implanted within my inner landscape by Interdimensional Entities.

These "seeds" have been gestating as I've been integrating, individuating over the last 29 years.

Granted, the concept seems like science fiction. I assure you it is not. I have a quite noticeable gash resembling Harry Potter's lightening bolt birthmark, running from the top of my forehead to the ajna/pineal center, appearing after one of the many astral "download exchanges".

During this intensive four-year period, I did extensive spiritual work with trans-channel and pianist, Van Zandt Ellis. Van Zandt was brilliant, eccentric, visionary---a Fulbright scholar who became a protege of Ilona Kabos and the pianist-titan, Julius Katchen. He was a semi-finalist in the International Tchaikovsky Competition, Moscow, 1971. On the spiritual side, Van Zandt was a close friend and pupil of the late, great Jane Roberts. Before she transitioned, Ms. Roberts handed over the mantle of SETH to Van Zandt who could then continue giving a voice to the non-localized consciousness we know as Seth.

Van Zandt also traveled extensively in Asia, Africa, Europe, the Middle East, South America, Indonesia and Pacific. As a matter of fact, in his many travels to the Great Pyramid, he made friends with the guards there. In Van Zandt's inimitable way, he charmed the sentry allowing him to climb to the top of the pyramid after hours. This provided an opportunity for him to commune and meditate at midnight under the stars. It was on one of his treks to the Great Pyramid that he had an idea to scale the construct and drop a rose quartz crystal of mine through an aperture at the finial. Thus, thanks to him, there is a piece of Jost van Dyke implanted within the bowels of the Great Pyramid. Little did I know at the time, there was a method to Van Zandt's madness.

I had the great good fortune to be a member of a small group that would convene every third Friday in Van Zandt's Greenwich Village apartment. Quite similar to Seth and Bashar sessions, we had the privilege to participate in the transmission of information years before the material became more mainstream. DAVID was the primary non-localized consciousness Van Zandt transmitted, though SETH and other non-locals would drop in making frequent appearances, as well.

After my beloved friend and mentor, Van Zandt transitioned, embarking on his "grandest adventure" yet, I lost touch with the coterie of individuals who worked with DAVID, as well. It's been over 25 years since we last convened. However, a couple of weeks ago, I received in the mail, quite inexplicably, serendipitously woo woo, a CD with over 13 hours of recorded sessions in which I participated. How in the world did this treasure find its way to me? Only DAVID and Van Zandt know for sure.

I AM in the process of transcribing isolated kernels from these sessions. I AM delighted to share these with the ENDORphiNATION community.

As was foretold years ago, these "seed downloads" are now being activated and coming to fruition. Here is a brief excerpt taken from a session in 1984:

"You will each remember from certain future dream activity, pacts of energy transmitted directly into your body. It will be an alignment of certain beliefs which can expand your Nature and further the range of your sensitivity. There will be ones among you who will begin to do work in the astral body in a more conscious way. It will be work augmented at this time (1984) because of connections that have recently been made. There are going to be certain dream visitations in which you are exchanging forms of energy with other types of Beings.

There will be the seeding of a new landscape. It will be ONE PERSONAL ONE. It will be ONE PERSONAL IDENTIFICATION. It will be the RETURN OF THE ONE SOURCE---GOD BEING ALL."


Wednesday, May 15, 2013


While everyone is up in arms about labeling our food with GMO warnings, the Monsanto Protection Act, Monsanto's executives appointed to the FDA and EPA coupled with the U.S. State Department pushing a global bioseed industry agenda are directives ensuring that a "better homes and gardens proposition" is filed under futile redundancy. Why bother? ALL food will be genetically engineered, modified or otherwise contaminated by hazardous chemicals planted in the ground or dropped from the sky.

Sadly, a large majority of consumers have NOT made a connection between food allergies and related autoimmune disorders. For those of you who suffer from such disorders as Lupus, have you stopped to consider the cause might be wheat/gluten intolerance? Health care reform in alliance with BIG PHARMA are counting on you to maintain your unhealthy dietary choices. Keep the leviathan satiated with prevalent DIS-EASE while the food chain is manipulated and engineered.

The tenuous symbiotic balance between the greedy, menacing Morloks and the complacent yet clueless Eloi has been a literary reference of mine for several years. It was a horrifying metaphor that I thought would help rouse people from their slumber before it was too late. In 2004, the reference was somewhat funny, I suppose. 2013, it's no laughing matter. As silly as it may read, what was once science fiction is becoming Wellsian cold hard facts realized.
PRISM 11: JostFoto
Containers that once stored the identity of possessiveness, defining the limitations of safe keeping, have become much too small to behold an expanding individuation. Nascent conceptualization can no longer be delineated within mere words that comprise an antiquated lexicon. A primeval photon vibrancy of 10 billion suns transmitted from the Galactic Root Chakra Orgasm of Now is finally reaching earth. Immeasurable light source frequency encodes a biopsychic meta-language that instills new meaning and purpose. As a result, humanity's relationship with containment of an externalized world, as it was once intended, is burst wide open----a glass shattered by a high pitched voice. There are no words to describe it. Fairly soon, "contain multitudes" will be expressed in comprehension of the boundless multidimensional vastness of ONE.

Friday, May 10, 2013




*CROP CIRCLES* are a form of 2D holographic notation, hieroglyphs representing a quantum magnetic morphic field transmitted from the Interdimensional Realm onto the 2D Telluric Realm. The communication script speaks in a meta-language transcribed upon Nature's canvas, as opposed to synthetic, encoded computer hypertext.

Representational resonance is a frequency directive assisting a new emerging bio-psychic species of multidimensional Ascending Light Bodies. This is a collective that incarnated at this epochal time to initiate raising the frequency of Earth.

To be sure, it's been an arduous process. Yet, the Earth Plane is now prepared to receive the work many of us have been brought here, longing to accomplish. We are replicants embodying Gaia's Etheric Core awakening, arising after millennia of repression and oppression.

The HALLS OF AMENTI are unlocked, opening tablets of arcane wisdom.

Divine Timing is everything. That time is NOW.

Sunday, May 5, 2013

On the 43rd anniversary of Kent State: 


  There are major geographical events looming on the horizon for this country. Gaia is a highly sentient being who responds in kind to stimuli emanating from the collective emotional body electric. Her present rumblings and expulsions are reflective of humanity's writhing and tortured pleas resulting from deep-seated wounds, guilt, denial and suppressed pain.
Mother Earth is reaching out, speaking to us all. She is communicating that we are inextricably connected to her and to each other. What we inflict upon ourselves, upon each other, upon her causes grave circumstances with catastrophic repercussions. That's a fact.

Thus, sitting in our comfortable homes here in America while innocent children are being bombed by our government overseas will inevitably boomerang back. Quite frankly...what's it all for?

Therefore, conversely, if enough people are aware of a disastrous potentiality, an assembled mass mind visualizing a beneficent outcome can work miracles. Even if that means shouting from the rooftops, "I'm mad as hell, and I'm not going to take it anymore!" At the very least, the severity of impactful events can be diminished. Preparedness and first alert awareness are key components. Most importantly though, compassionate, conscientious stewardship of the inhabitants and their biosphere is paramount.

Friday, May 3, 2013


“I will sleep no more but arise, You oceans that have been calm within me! How I feel you, fathomless, stirring, preparing unprecedented waves and storms.”

"storming, enjoying, planning, loving, cautioning,
Backing and filling, appearing...
and disappearing,
I tread day and night such roads.”

“For we cannot tarry here,
We must march my darlings, we must bear the brunt of danger,
We, the youthful sinewy races, all the rest on us depend, Pioneers! O pioneers! ”

“Of Equality--as if it harm'd me, giving others the same chances and rights as myself--as if it were not indispensable to my own rights that others possess the same.”

“All music is what awakes within us
when we are reminded by the instruments;
It is not the violins or the clarinets -
It is not the beating of the drums -
Nor the score of the baritone singing
his sweet romanza; not that of the men's chorus,
Nor that of the women's chorus -
It is nearer and farther than they”

“Re-examine all you have been told at school or church or in any book, dismiss whatever insults your own soul; and your very flesh shall be a great poem, and have the richest fluency, not only in its words, but in the silent lines of its lips and face, and between the lashes of your eyes, and in every motion and joint of your body.”

― Walt Whitman, Leaves of Grass




Mrs. Belden, my 7th grade Geography teacher, wrote in my yearbook "to the student who asked 5 million questions!". Was that an insult?   She wouldn't say.   Nevertheless, I make no apologies for having an inquiring mind, asking the most controversial, infuriating questions.


If Nibiru, Planet X, is approaching as many have reported, as I have been sensing and dreaming for many years, then perhaps part of Earth's climatic changes are connected to it's 3600 year return cycle. Is the decrease in the value of gold a symptom?  Is the rise of the zealot Zionist State another clue?  Is it more than coincidence that Nibiru's arrival coincides with Pluto in Capricorn---the exposure and dismantling of global plutocracy domination? If humanity is, indeed, a manufactured hybrid, "worker bee" race engineered by the gold mining Annunaki, a creation story foretold in ancient Sumerian cuneiform, it very well could be that the end of the world as we know it prophesized in Mayan oracles will pale in comparison.  Or, are the Grand Ouroboros and the Mayan calendar connected to the elliptical cycles of Nibiru?


As I have scribed many times before, ancient knowledge, long-time suppressed from, repressed by the collective mind, will be excavated.  Artifacts will seem to rise inexplicably to the surface.   Vast, oppressed occult wisdom will be assimilated by telluric osmosis.  "Sinister powers that are" will be unable to subjugate the magnetic allure.  Their futile attempts to do so will be as ludicrous as capturing mercurial quicksilver elusive beyond grasp.

"The eclipse portal is a wrinkle in time tattering the binder holding together humanity's historical documentation.  In other words, the history we have been taught is being ripped apart by supernal forces beyond our feeble control...Elements of a previous life up to this point are left trailing behind in a swirling dust cloud."  From Lunar Eclipse **DISCLOSURE** post, 25 April 2013


Wednesday, May 1, 2013



The "Seven Sisters" stellium star-cluster, The Pleiades, rises at dawn heralding the mid-point of Spring. Suspended amidst "no time", the curtain that separates center stage 3D theatre from the cues whispered from the telluric realm is lifted.

The Nature Spirits---the devas and faeries, the flora and fauna---are communicating; yet, how can anyone hear what's being sung when the entire Globe Theatre is engaged in dangling conversations. The blanket of static white noise that is techno-generated by "random talk without meaningful contents" shows a rude lack of phylogenetic patterns---it's a wall of sound without distinction screaming loudly toward the brink of extinction.

Beltane is a preternatural celebration of the Tree of Life, the representational phylogenetic trunk from which organisms, ALL organisms in the biosphere are related, connected---yes, even humanity. We are traversing the Eclipse Season when more veils are lifted disclosing what's been hidden before. As we ignite the Beltane bonfire, may it signify the Violet Flame of transmutation. The lower frequencies of opaque shadows are piled onto the pyre. And, the dross of delusion and deceit that cloak our true Nature are burned away lighting the night sky with emblematic embers of our astral home.

The once inescapable white noise will transmutate into "the infinite repetition of pattern in Nature---its immensity through sustained pure harmonies".